Tough choices

I have fallen in love and it hurts because in my heart I know it's just not meant to be.  It's 900sq ft in the Stockade district with two fireplaces, and granite countertops, and stainless steel appliances, and tin ceiling, and grandness beyond all grandness.  It's nothing I ever imagined I would want, yet everything I've always needed.  Its gorgeous!  And it's about $150 out of my price range at the moment.  :(  Now the question, do I haul ass and figure out a way to make this magnificent piece of property mine?  Or realize that it's just not meant to be, and keep moving on?